Till The Stars No Longer Shine.

Too many thoughts running through my head that even I, fail to understand. Lately I think I'm starting to understand myself less. I don't know why's this happening, but it really scares me. I don't know what I want anymore. So irritated with myself. Feels like I'm always particularly vulnerable during this time of the year. I'm such a prisoner to my thoughts and feelings, it's so damn ridiculous. Suppression isn't working well enough for me anymore.. These thoughts keep creeping into my head. They're suffocating me and they render me helpless. This sucks. Funny how I'm majoring in Psychology but I can't even understand myself at all..

"And fighting all the demons will take time, it will take time."